%Wednesday, February 24, 2010
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walao sia , i cant believe sia dunno why the officers put marcus as flag escort sia
(actually i noe the reason) but common ive been doing flag for 2 times
and about 20 parades for speech day and notional day, i can teach peple to do
but i feel that i cant let go of my job
imagine urself manager for 2 yrs, the suddenly replaced by some1
wtf rite? then everyone including the person that replaced me
also dun like it ( except i think larry is happywif it)
haiz la!!!!!!!!!!!
all the fun in BB is gone from me!!!!!
(though i dun hav fun in the first place)
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and i thought about it i feel abit selfish lo
i wanna be in colours party cos the job is easy
and that i have behind the scenes look at other CCA
e.g sjab play wif ncdcc flag
or that ncc flag drop on the floor
( and i rescued it ) LOL XD if dun believe u ask
the people that graduated lol
thennow got common test and dnt project haizzzz
then wtf sia everytime i tell ppl that i busy they will just
say that im busy playing....
then wats the point for being so hard working when they dun even care
if i got do my job?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
ARGHHHHH !!!!! unappreciated!!!!!!!!!!!
... as u noe me i would always like to think
and one of my thinking is this
"issit u really dun hav or issit u dun wan to hav"
so e.g is that issit i dun hav respect
or i dun wan hav respect
this usually impacts myself
but now is that i dun dare to ask for respect
i feel that it is rude( although i noe i veri rude le)
haizzzzzzz
kinda think of it now
i hav to relate to my yesturday post..
Trust God,
im sure he God hav some plan 4 me
haizzz now i cool down le, but still very sad
=(((((
im not sure wat the officers were thinking
maybe they are juz thinking wats the best
they probably ahve a veri gd reason
i dunno, another thinking of me is that
no one could noe how the other person feel
or 2 ppl will not think the same thing.....
haiz sian la
