%Wednesday, February 24, 2010
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walao sia , i cant believe sia dunno why the officers put marcus as flag escort sia
(actually i noe the reason) but common ive been doing flag for 2 times
and about 20 parades for speech day and notional day, i can teach peple to do
but i feel that i cant let go of my job
imagine urself manager for 2 yrs, the suddenly replaced by some1
wtf rite? then everyone including the person that replaced me
also dun like it ( except i think larry is happywif it)
haiz la!!!!!!!!!!!
all the fun in BB is gone from me!!!!!
(though i dun hav fun in the first place)
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and i thought about it i feel abit selfish lo
i wanna be in colours party cos the job is easy
and that i have behind the scenes look at other CCA
e.g sjab play wif ncdcc flag
or that ncc flag drop on the floor
( and i rescued it ) LOL XD if dun believe u ask
the people that graduated lol
thennow got common test and dnt project haizzzz
then wtf sia everytime i tell ppl that i busy they will just
say that im busy playing....
then wats the point for being so hard working when they dun even care
if i got do my job?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
ARGHHHHH !!!!! unappreciated!!!!!!!!!!!
... as u noe me i would always like to think
and one of my thinking is this
"issit u really dun hav or issit u dun wan to hav"
so e.g is that issit i dun hav respect
or i dun wan hav respect
this usually impacts myself
but now is that i dun dare to ask for respect
i feel that it is rude( although i noe i veri rude le)
haizzzzzzz
kinda think of it now
i hav to relate to my yesturday post..
Trust God,
im sure he God hav some plan 4 me
haizzz now i cool down le, but still very sad
=(((((
im not sure wat the officers were thinking
maybe they are juz thinking wats the best
they probably ahve a veri gd reason
i dunno, another thinking of me is that
no one could noe how the other person feel
or 2 ppl will not think the same thing.....
haiz sian la
%Tuesday, February 23, 2010
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phew..... stress lvl going down...
if ur noe me well i like to think alot...
and after thinking sometime, i realize there was nothing to stress about..
Guess wat!!!!!!!
i juz have to share this!!!!!!
my first sign of God!!!!!!
i was msging larry that if he wan his shirt to be dry on time..
he have to pray....
then i msg him " Trust God"
after that i became abit stressed out from
the last min speech day meeting then my phone spoiled
the i was afraid the squad ldr nvr msg their squad members
then i was so fraustrated i any how press my phone
guess wat amazing thing happened??!?!?!
the msg pops out
"Trust God"
my mind was in sudden relieve
omgosh lo!!!!!!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
%Thursday, February 18, 2010
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lol hiie again..
things are kinda alrite now
but bb still abit unstable cos we doing things like ns
then we all abit freaked out dunno wat to do......
then im owning bryan in every class
A HA BRYAN NUB!!!!!
trying to master dragon knight lo
and i create face book LOL!!!!!
wanna add me just go search my email =)
%Monday, February 8, 2010
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hiie all
dunno if im stress anot sia
feel like dropping my pose as csm
i need study very hard,
then my mom sick for1 month le dunno she ok anot
very worried for her
arghhhhh
i need advice from someone!!!!!!
i need to noe wat should i do ?!?!?!
phat..... phat.......
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
%Friday, February 5, 2010
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hii qute long nvr post le....
sian lo now my officers all reading my blog sia..
nvm i have tao tao to suffer wif me XD
anyway csm abit sian lo....
still got a long way to go...
then i wan complain about randall lo he is so gong
platoon time he dunno wat to do then he do drill
wtf...............................
then the boys run around i ask him wat he should do
he say he dunno wtf...
then wille also every thing so strict one
platoon time he play some ice breaking games
ya its good but he play until so strict,
do something wrong scold le...
lol i sound like a typical singaporean
complain only
any way the senior nco gotta learn
that they are not suppose to have fun anymore
they need to learn that they are gratuating in like 1 yr
or 2
and we need to teach the sec twos to be leaders
enuff about bb
lol im ace ing the class in physics, a math
e math chem and dnt
maybe not top but im getting gd results
xD
